Cause sometimes [actually most of the time] you just gotta be in that “fuck it” kinda mood. Cool little revelation tonight: ITS WHAT WE ARE. We are “fuck it” kinda creatures. Wanna learn how to ride a unicycle? Get on. Did you fall? Get back on. If you’re “fuck it” to the process of how, you will AUTOMATICALLY get better as long as you’re attempting it.
Want to learn how to draw? “Fuck it”. Just fucking draw. Our brains have a natural “fuck it” section, which is entirely separate from thought. No thinking necessary. Don’t try to make it happen, just keep doing it. Fucking horrible at drawing hands? Draw more hands. Draw until you can’t even tell that its a fucking drawing [you can do it].
Just do something for the fucking fun of it. Stop caring what the FUCK anyone else thinks. Stop comparing yourself to anyone else, you’ll always be worse than a professional and you’ll never have any natural growth anyway. You won’t grow into your own pianist/artist/scientist/unicyclist/whatthefuckever if you are constantly trying to mirror other people. Compare yourself only to your fucking self. Cool thing about that is, you’ll almost ALWAYS be better than the you from before. Long as you don’t stop doing what you’re doing, you’ll be a fucking pro when you become a fucking pro. Stop caring about the current quality of your work and just enjoy the fact that YOU are the one who made it. Just enjoy the simple pleasure of doing it. Let it be what it may.
Always add. Don’t ever not add. Keep drawing/playing/doing whatever it is you want to get better in. There’s a science to it, it’s all neurology. The brain builds pathways based on necessity. Play piano for the first time, and it will be hard to get your hands and feet to do their thing. Keep playing it, and your brain considers it more and more important, and will start building more neural pathways that are more efficient at moving your body the way you’re telling it to. It’s all about the pathways man. People who are “naturally” good at things just happen to have their brains wired in a way that is proficient at that “thing” they’re good at.
TLFUCKINGDR: Do what the fuck you want, keep on fucking doing what you want and your brain will make you the fucking bauss at what you want to do, like a fucking superpower.